Torrei Hart Says She Was Suicidal After Kevin Went Public with Eniko

Recently, Torrei Hart sat down with The Hip Hop Socialite for a in-depth interview. During the interview, they touched on her having plastic surgery, boycotts in Hollywood, and Kevin Hart.

Specifically with Kevin Hart, Torrei spoke about having to overcome suicidal thoughts after her divorce from Kevin. Apparently the spit from Kevin was devastating.

However, it was a spiritual journey and living for her kids that helped her overcome this negativity.

During the interview, Torrei said the following:

I choose to not stay in that space, but of course I’ve had dark hours and dark moments like I think everybody, I’m human. These were moments like right around where, of course, when Kevin went public with Eniko at the time. You know, it was hard for me to see that because, you know, that was my husband. That was my family. To see him move on and so publicly, that was hard for me.

So there were days I didn’t want to get out of bed. There were days when I didn’t want to go on and I was like well what do I need to live for? And of course in those moments, I would get calls from my mother, I would get calls from my sister. They would be like, Torrei, you have kids to live for.

You have stuff to look forward to. Trust me, this is nothing. And my mother has been through a lot in life as well, and she told me you are so young, you’ll have so much more, and I look back at those moments now, like dag, did I really think that life was over? Like, oh God, no. It’s so much more that I’m so excited about the future – just seeing my kids grow, and I’ve talked to my kids about this.

I never sugarcoat anything with my kids. They know about my darkest moments. I’m very transparent with my kids because if they ever feel like they have these types of moments, I want them to know that they can come and talk to me, and know that mommy went through it, and mommy made it out. I dealt with that situation, I did a lot of praying, I went through fasts, I did the forty-day Ramadan fast, and I connected to God on a whole other level.

I did the Daniel fast, you know. I did a lot of writing down people who hurt me in life and releasing it to God, praise dances in my backyard – I just did a lot of work to get to where I am today because it was a choice to be happy because naturally, when I was born, I was just a natural happy spirit, a happy person. That was always me naturally, so I was like, I got to get back to that Torrei, and so I fought for it, and now that Torrei is back, and not saying that every day is perfect, but I do know when I feel like there’s negative entities trying to come on me, I know how to use the tools that I have to fight them off and stay in my happy place.