Fix My Life Season 6 Episode 5 Preview
In a preview for the upcoming episode of “Fix My Life,” Michael Jr. is given a chance to express his feelings towards his mom. In this exercise led by Iyanla, Michael is allowed to talk, while his mom can only listen. It’s during this conversation, Michael leaves his emotions on the table.
He reveals his anger over being abused and molested in foster care while his mom stayed away addicted to drugs. Michael begins by first saying the following.
I feel like you see me there, but I’m not there. I’m invisible to you. But I don’t want to be invisible. I know you don’t love me. You might say you do, but you don’t love me.
Iyanla jumped in to tell Michael Jr. that he can’t say she doesn’t love him. So she has him say, “It feels like…” because that feeling is just his opinion.
Michael continues:
It feels like you don’t love me. It feels like you don’t like me. I always feel like this because you always stealing from me… stealing, lying to me. You treat me like I’m not your son.
So I feel like in your eyes, you wish you never had me.
When I was adopted, I still was crying for you. I waited, I waited. I got abused, molested. Where was you?
I can’t call my mom to come and save me while I’m getting beat on, starving, wasn’t eating in foster care. Where was you then?
You out there doing your drugs, having fun, saying, “Forget me. I ain’t your son, I don’t care noting about you.”
I wanted to kill myself because I feel like nobody loved me.
Check out the preview below.
I’m trying so hard not to judge their mother but it’s soooo hard! Drugs really are the devil.
This is so sad. I really hope the whole family is doing better and Iyanla really did help them.