Yandy Smith and Mendeecees Harris’ foster daughter made an emotional revelation.
Yandy Smith has received some praise from “Love And Hip Hop New York” fans for fostering Infinity Gilyard. However, her former friend Kimbella Vandehee wasn’t moved. And she accused Yandy of fostering Infinity for “clout.” Kimbella just believed Yandy was only doing the good deed to look good. She’s convinced Yandy is very image-conscious and she does things for her brand. This is one of the reasons why Kimbella and Yandy aren’t friends now.
Although Infinity has been spending plenty of time with the family the last several weeks, she made an interesting video that has some LHHNY fans concerned for her wellbeing.
In the video, Infinity discussed her mental health. She broke down in tears as she discussed feeling as if no one truly cares about her.
She said, “I had a long day. And mentally I’m just…I’m not there.” Infinity added, “I’m not there mentally…I’m not there.” Infinity continued, “I cried all day today…I felt like I had an episode on social media. I was just doing so good not being…not putting my feelings out there and I was just keeping it to myself. And then I just blew. One situation and I just blew. I think I figured out what’s my trigger, what triggers me. And I blew.”
Infinity Gilyard said she needs help.
Infinity continued, “It’s like you pretend, you pretend, you pretend and you keep doing more pretending and nothing works. Nothing works, nothing works, nothing works. And I’m just at my breaking point. I just don’t know what to do with myself. Who do you vent to without people repeating it?”
She also revealed she’s tired of people dismissing her feelings as her just being too sensitive. “Who do you go to that’s not going to categorize you and label you and call you emotional or too sensitive? Who’s just going to hear me out and understand the pain I’ve been feeling and what I’ve been fighting and dealing with? I think I’m just done. I cried and I don’t even have any more tears to cry.” Infinity added, “I really just feel defeated.”
Infinity believes she needs a therapist. “I just feel like I’m trying and trying. And I have this wall with myself and I just need therapy. I really just have to find a therapist. I found a therapist that I liked. They don’t take my insurance. I found a therapist I liked, they’re not taking any more clients.” She continued, “I find another therapist I like, they cost too much. I really need help.”
And she doesn’t feel loved, “I don’t feel loved. People say they care. They don’t really care. I’m questioning everybody now. It’s just like, is there something wrong with me?”
